I LooOve My ClaSs!

DMC 1A/02 ROCKS!!!!

Our class is super united... I love my class.... I love everybody in my class... Cheerful, bubbly, sociable and thoughtful... (like I said before) Its like a dream come through for anybody who wishes to restart his life all over again...

Wishes fufilled, dreams framed...
My life would never be the same...

For frens like never before,
With wings we will soar....

When they tried to split us up at the Connect event, they apparantly weren't very successful because in the end we still met up and set together.. instinctively.... lol.... what a frustration for them... [aint it?]
I think I over-stuffed myself silly at that event.... Dunno why I was feeling so hungry... I ate and ate.. so much.... ugh.... Haha...
But I think the music that they played at that event wasnt exectly very good.... in fact... *snigger* haha... nvm....

I love all my frenz... and I hope I can be with them forever and ever.... really... especially my 2 close frens Timothy and Jason.... We kinda click really well and we talk a hell lot.... haha.... sigh....

Today we presented out CC presentation Le Potato Aardvark de Ghost... a hilarious joke of a cook book... but still all the more entertaining...

I juz came back from eating with them after watching a pretty spectacular performance by the strings enssamble... It is really not easy for them to coordinate in a concert hall......... but still they played rather well...

Hope that God really will take care of them and bless them.... =)
They're my great friends!!

What am I thinking now: Err... Le Potato Aardvark de Ghost? LOLz!!!

 

Things starts to rush before my eyes so fast

Thing happening so fast nowadays....

Carefree days are relatively over... now it is the CA time... Everybody seems to be studying... and thats no exception for me too... but marketing seems so difficult.... I just cant grasp hold of the concepts surrounding it...
Then there is the CCC involvement and the partial involvement in YFC as well... then I guess I would be in Strings Enssamble too... arrrgh... so busy... dunno how to manage my time le....

If this continues to go on... I might have to drop some of my involvement in church liaw.... and I guess this would not be very good....

I've told Timothy and Jason about my past already... I really really wonder how they think about me now that they know who I was in the past... do they secretly dispise me?... I... I dont think so... but... there is a high possibility too....
My past would throw a person who know me for the first time into either hatred, a stunted friendship... or a really beautiful friendship.. because... that is the only secret I have to hide....
Once you know my past, you know 99% of me... basically because i dont exectly know that 1% either...

Tests are coming tests are coming! Stress stress stress... haha... but I'm sure with God's grace, I will be able to pass the tests.... However, for now, I must put in my best effort....

Until now I wonder if it is a mistake that I revealed myself so openly to my 2 frens who are so close to me....... but new...

I hope that God will take care of them and bless whatever they do.......

What am I feeling now: Stressed (?) ... Rather deep in thought now.......

God, the Universe and Love...

I wish upon a star....
To know just where you are...

Star light, star bright... A simple wish I have tonight...

Stars... The magnificent creations made by God... Such a perfect universe, such a perfect place...
Science in itself has been created so perfectly that there is no flaw, and everything that it bases is on a question, which is at the origin. So what is the answer? The answer is the the almighty being that created the entire universe by just saying a few words. God - Infinitly powerful, boundlessly loving....

What creatures are we that out of the zillion of things He created, He should love us so much that just to be with us, He sent his one and only Son to die and take our dued eternal punishment and curses, so that we can spend an eternity with him...

People worship nature, people worship dead objects, but... why? For what purpose? Why dont they look up to the real person who created all these things in such a perfect balance and wide spectrum that is entirely beyond our comprehension itself?
So beautiful is the world... God's gift for us, and like a child who is bored with a toy, starts to destroy and dismantle it... But God did not stop us... because He, like a father, wants to see his son happy.... and even when we hurt ourselves by doing so, He is there, right beside us, giving His shoulder for us to cry on... Using his love and sweet words and wiping away our tears....

Will any god do that? People seek knowledge and philosophies to find out their meaning in life, and they end up worshipping role-models they think did the right thing, making them a diety. They worship the belifs and values they hold, thinking they will be able to become like them... but what for?
Our God is a God of love, and holiness... and that just summerizes about everything that goodness is made of... Love is everything that God has done for us, and holiness is everything that causes us to be unable to reach Him without being holy ourselves... Thats why He gave us Jesus, His Son, the ultimate sacrifice, so that we may all be able to see God face to face, to hug him and talk to him personally...

Tell me an innocent person that you know, that from young, healthy and strong, already knew and had a destiny in mind - to die a terrible death and be a living sacrifice?

I love Jesus, because He first loved me... He took the fall, the piercing, the torture, and in His eyes He knew that he was doing this for me, and He willingly did so... That is His love for us, so great that He eventually died the most terrible death at that time, to be hung up on the cross, bleeding and suffocating, He took the sins of the entire world and the future generations upon himself, and His Father, God, for a moment lost Him... Dying, He gazed down from the cross, before His last breath, He reached out and cleansed all the present and future belivers from sin, and died.... and all our sins died along with Him...
And as long as we belive, and trust in Him, we will be able to be with Him forever and ever, in a place more perfect then you can ever imagine...

I love Him, will you love Him too?

I pray that if you read this blog, will come to know that there is somebody who loves you so much, that He would leave behind everything just to be able to hug you and comfort you, to wipe away your tears and make you happy... and that He only want one thing from you.. and that is that you would love Him back...

Creative Communications Writing

The bitter wind stung my face....
Nothing mattered then.... only him...
The coarse sharp sand cut at my soles....
Nothing mattered then.... only him...
The icy waves spat my feet....
Nothing mattered then.... only him...

He camed into my life... turned it upside down...
Took away my strive... and left it there to drown...
Why did he do it... why did he let go....
Didnt he see it... how it pierced my soul....

My heart then,
harder then diamond, colder then ice...
Lock in a chain of an endless vice...
The door to freedom seemed so near to me....
However i could never reach it you see...

Grace to me by hand, and gave me a smile...
Warmed my heart and cleansed my vile...
You see my fren, it isnt hard to let go...
Cause what you reaped may not be what you have to sow...

The bitter wind stung my face....
It didnt matter, I didnt give chase...
The coarse sharp sand cut at my soles.... 
It didnt matter, I took its toll... 
The icy waves spat at my feet....
It didnt matter, I was freed...

Begone from disaster, that you may know...
That I did not have to plunge to save my soul...
For neither fire not frost i need to fear,
Drenched in light, so you may hear...

I now spin high, with grace and freedom...
Taking the leap into the depts....
That humankind may soon once know...
That we may no more fear out debts...

The bitter wind stung my face....
 but I was saved by mercy, saved by grace
The coarse sharp sand cut at my soles.... 
but I was warm by love, no more by cold... 
The icy waves spat at my feet....
but it never mattered, because........ I am freed...

IcE sKaTiNG DaY

So FuN!!! Haha...
 
OoPsss.... Today I woke up late for school....... dumb alarm clock... Forgot to change the batts last night.. So sad.. so late... by the time I reach school, creative communications class was over already.... sobz.. I like that lesson alot... I'm sure that today's lesson was exceptionally fun...
 
Lol.. I can feel the desktop publishing class getting harder and harder.. even though it wasnt really very difficult today, the sudden jump caused me to think twice about de-throning ITP....
 
After class we went to the FC 5 to eat... I ate some very dry nasi lemak, while the rest had some very very nice food... haha.. (the grass is alwayz greener over the other side..)
Sonia and Sarah couldn come with us to skate... becoz they have other things on..... siaan... =P
 
FloRa came with us along with TiMothY and JaSon... We went to FuJi Ice Palace to skate... So Fun!! buT.......................... I lost all my skill liaw... haha... wad ya think...2 1/2 years never skate is a BIG deal ok...
Wish I could skate like Jason and Timothy.... so smooth... glide so nicely... 180 degree turns also can... Sobz...
ThEn FlORa also 1 kind wan.... Bu Ping Fan De Ren.... One time learn then learn until so much... Kaoz.. by the next time she'll be doing wad i'm doing liaw..... So pek chek...
HUMPH... hahaha
 
We all skate until toe knee, ankle blister, sprain and ache.. but still so fun... I think I fell down at least 20 times... hand so cold I nearly went into hypothermia... haha.... BuT it WAS fun....
=P
I dunnno... i kinda think Jason likes Flora... but dunno whether real or not... haha...
But Flora has a nice charactor too.. haha... i still remember me and her fall down together.. hahahahaha... =)
lol.....
Timmy also made a new friend at the ice-skatting ring... both are very interested in skating and.. well.. haha... dunno... they juz click i guess.. haha... well.. let them be...
 
Felt kinda left out... Jason with Flora.. TImothy with Fwen... I with......... myself..
one person out there skating away... =P
 
AfTer that went to arcade for awhile... THE PARA PARA MACHINE GOT PROBLEM WAAANN!!!! KAOZZ!!!
I cant believe it.. haha... All my move couldn come out properly... haha...
Then got a bunch of gals playing on another Para Paradise machine.. IN pARA MoDe!! haha.... (for the reader's info: Para Mode is the most gu niang mode in the para dancing mods!)
 
And Timothy and Jason went to play marval vs capcom and street fighter... haha...
 
then we had to go home le.... sobzzz... sianzzz... haha...
 
My class is so coool...
Maybe we should all go ice skating together.... haha
entire classss...
 
My past is now behing me... I look to the future... In God's hand to guide me... 
So tired... still got a bit of backache...
 
Mood: TiRed.... a bit emotional (dunno why)... i feel like crying for no reason.... 

GreAT wEeK! LooKIng ForWard to THe NexT waN

Poly life is great.... really great.... God is great!! ReALLy gReaT!~!
haha....
We've already received our CA project already...
Working together with my group is so fun... Everybody is so actively participating in it... in fact, we're participating so actively that if we do not participate it would be awkward!
Everybody in our group is cool... well... at least i hope i didnt spoil it! loLZ!!
 
Timothy, Sonia, Jason, Sarah..... and mE!!  I love YOuuu You LovE MeEE wE aRe 1 BiG FaMIleeee... haha...
 
Campus crusade for christ... I'll soon be actively participating in it soon...
Heard that their schedules are pretty busy.... I'm still caught between joining campus crusade or youth for christ... Like it or not, this two teams are subtly and constant loggerheads with each other... stress!
The people in both teams are so friendly, and I have friends on both sides as well....
Some more... nobody, when in YFC or CCC is in the other... It is kinda like an unwritten rule...
 
Dear God.. Lead me.. I'm so confused.. I pray that you will guide my path and let me walk in Your light....
 
Today I played the synth in the main Sanctuary as well as led worship in the Agape Youth... So stress.. haha.. but I enjoyed it... I always enjoy serving God....
I found out that i could coordinate with Alvin as my 2nd synth then Karen.... Dunno why.. but guess it is because I have been playing with Alvin in the Sunday school to the Youth for 6 years already... lolz.... We forged out friendship out of the passion for music and God...
 
I've finally changed completely... for those who know what I mean, I'm sure you're happy for me too... It's the path for God from now on....
My past.... at least for the past 1 and half year has been a year ridden with misery and sorrow, sadness and fear... That life I know is not what God wanted me to live, and for that matter, anybody to live.... And thats why I know, through God's grace have I suceeded in changing...
 
I hope those people who read this and found out about my past will not look down upon me... But know that I took great strength to change... For it is almost impossible to change... but with God, all things are possible....
 
~-=TrAnSForMaTioN!!!!=-~
 
Mood: Happy, Happy, Happy.........
 

LoLz.. PoLY!!!

Haha... havent written for a really long time...

Its been really busy for all of us at the poly... Lolz.. I'm so glad that I have finally found "my type" of people....
Lolz... People who can speak to me English fluently... people who can joke around without hurting other people's feelings... People who do not suan much... haha......

I think I'm self-offically a Campus Crusade member... lolz.... The people there are nicer then I thought and I can freely talk whatever I want to them... Cool bunch, all of them...
The lectures I went to so far are super cool.. maybe with an exception of a few.. like I.C. PIG...
The lecturers try to be nice and make their lectures as interesting as possible.. but.. some of them juz dont get it.. haha...

Sarah, Sonia, Jason, Timothy and me are in one group... So cool... we were like binded together since the first day of school...

Yaaay.. juz got Office XP from Timothy today... hengz siah.. or else I dono how I'm goign to do my DRN assignment...

Lolz.. juz played a game of Gunbound with my Jason... Dono what made me use Aduka.. haha... I lost terribly... hope he didnt mistake me for trying to undermine his skills or something...

Recently I've been reading this book called Angels and Demons... From the same author as the DaVinci Code... Intriguing... this book... Stretches your sci-fi imagination and wraps up your factualy world....

Yawnz.. zeepy.. This is going ta be one of my shortest posts..

mood : zeepy.. listen to Zarnarkand like almost 10+ times aleady... so nice..

Going to Poly soon... wonder how life is going to change..

The orientation was crazy... all the people in Mass Com are so cool.. lolz
Our characters are so alike... Talketive... Fashion Savvy... Good at english....

When we first met up, it was as if we already knew each other for a hell of a long time.. lolz.. we talked as if we were long lost friends or something.....

I thought I would be very left out in the poly.. because... maybe I wasnt cool enough or something... but it was very different... within the first few hours of my poly life, I have already started making a quite a number of friends... In fact, my class is the only class in the whole school of business and information that is so closely bonded together that we could win almost every single ice-breaker games.... lolz

My closest friends would be Timothy, Jason, Sarah, Sonia, Shi Hui, Sabarina.. lolz..but the rest of the class is still very close to me... lolz..

On the first day of orientation, we were all already quite close to each other, already knowing our interests, our past lives and for many of us, what we used to do during the holidays even...
Then the games came.. the icebreaker games were so easy for us as we knew each other's name already... so it was super easy....
Then came the more tougher team games.. which we passed much more easily then the other teams, mainly because they were not very united while we were glued together like a family... lolz

The second day, we had a farni oriention... Fers started with a very long winded dumb speech by a geeky looking old man, then came the different slide presentations *yawnz*
But in the afternoon, we had the elections of Mr and Ms SP, at which our class took out most beautiful and handsome couple out.. lolz... We managed to get to the finals because Sabarina said something wrong... lolz.. but our class didnt get the top place.. lolz

On the third day was the President's Charity Flag day, and we were kicked out onto the streets to beg people for money... lolz.. Timonthy and me teamed up and walked around the whole of Tanjong Pagar and Raffles place to ask for donations.... but that was one of the biggest mistakes we made.. lolz.. because we wont get money from walking around the streets, we shuldve stayed at one spot and ask for money.. lolz.. like a traffic light or something...
Jason, Sonia and Sarah came up with the most money, finishing all the stickers that they were provided with... Our class came up with a total of 970+ dollars.. which was quite cool, considering our class isnt really very big.. lolz

Lolz.. then today, Jason, Timothy and me went to Jurong Point to buy a present for Becky and Sarah cause their birthdays are coming.... Spent quite some time searching for the right presents... lolz...

This is a class that anybody would dream off.. cooperative, friendly, supportive... yeah.. can tell we're going to have a good year ahead...

Mood: Happy, Cheerful.. Contemplative...